Lol Elio.. I am overwhelmed with pity for you man xD Anybody who submits their username to urbandictionary is FAIL. xD
Pankaj is a male given name, common in India. It has its roots in the Sanskrit word pankaj which means a lotus flower[citation needed]. This consists of two words, pank + aj. panka=mud, ja=born; the actual meaning is lotus which is born in mud and blossoms after arising from mud[citation needed].
The lotus flower, or pankaj is also the national flower of India.
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Well Jayfella is half Gay, my name and half from the film "goodfellas" - which i decided to use god.. about 10 years ago
Basically it was meant to sound like a gangster group, doesnt sound anything like it, but its unique and everybody knows it now, so i cant change it.