My stupidity?
I am fully aware of the destruction that our country causes unfortunate people in the world, and there is nothing that I can do about it. A great video for you all to watch is this:
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I also know though that there are two sides to each equation. The problem is that we do both good and bad, I wish that it wasn't the case, but it is indeed so.
Also, this country has created many things for people on a global level for all of us to enjoy, our Capitalism was spread aggressively across the globe during the cold war to show the Soviets just how serious we were, and we crushed them with our movement.
Please understand that me being born here and raised here really doesn't have much to factor in to my decision. I am clearly thankful and grateful for being born here and not elsewhere, but there are places elsewhere that I could have been raised and had a good life.
However, I will say that if I were to live anywhere else, me being the person that I am, the facts that I have laid out could not be disputed. Which is what you are seeing over and over again here.
These kids are running rampant on this thread and not listing details or facts and not paying attention to them. They have a hard time understanding what an American Citizen is and means. Some people just are very angry at this country and can't find themselves to open up their minds and see the Good as well.
So with that being said. Why not kill myself?
I would never do such a thing, simply because I live in America, love my life, love my hot fiance, love my nice Cadillac, love my new business, love my office, love the people I deal with here, family & friends, love my dog, love the flag of this country and just about everything that it stands for, love being number #1.
Thanks for your comment, it was filled with a lot of inspirational text Mostarac.