well. i can see now why people react the way they do toward you.
The thing is, in this world there is always somebody bigger and better. Sooner or later you are going to swim into deep water and not be able to get back out again. There are people on here that can make sure every time you turn on your PC your OS will get corrupted and BSOD. Every single time. For the next 6 months if the so wish. Why dont you just cut your losses, learn from your mistakes and hope you havent already annoyed somebody who is capable of doing that.