Its dead, i mean you cant really afford a 10$ usb stick? I doubt that. Just try to spare 1$ a day and you will get it for 10 days.
For the gay porn, mate i think you are in wrong hands. I dont have nothing against gays, but have you ever seen how many hot/sexy girls got outside? What do you look in a man, hair everywhere.
Its not too late you can change, do not waste your life for nothing.
Sorry for offtopic but i couldn't agree with him, thats so fucking sick. I dont want to see anyone in this kind of troubles, so please try to do something else or go kill yourself. Thanks