No, just because you understood it in a way that "I need to have some benefit from it." doesn't mean everyone else did too.
Again, who is forcing you to sleep so little or do this?
You're basically saying: "Well since I cannot manage to do anything else, educate myself or maybe get a proper job to support my family like everyone does in the real world I will go and upload copyrighted files, break the law, sleep only few hours a day and then bitch to filehosts who are shaving me and force them to pay me my miserable rate."
You can throw any argument or excuse you want, you know what I wrote is true and everyone else does, you just won't admit it. Instead you keep lying yourself that what you're doing is right and that you deserve some kind of justice. Sad to break it to you, but you don't.
Not trying to be harsh or target any individuals, just saying how it is.